I'm leaving the gay lifestyle
This blog was sparked by a Facebook post linking to an article at The Advocate, a long-time major gay publication. I reposted it to my timeline, and since my Twitter feed echoes my Facebook, it also appeared there. It's about a former 'ex-gay', who has renounced his attempts to be straight, and the program he was associated with that attempted to lead others away from 'the gay lifestyle'. An acquaintance Tweeted me back, basically taking me to task for "knocking" people who claim to be 'ex-gay', and have left 'the gay lifestyle'.
It really is a silly statement. First, to understand the whole idea of leaving 'the gay lifestyle', we'd have to determine what is meant. That phrase really grates on me, as those that use it really don't have any idea what they're saying. The LGBTQ community is so diverse that talking about the 'gay lifestyle' is little different than trying to understand what someone is referring to when they say the 'straight lifestyle'. When you consider how different a straight person living a middle class life in Visalia can be from a straight person living in the slums of Mumbai or Caracas, the term 'lifestyle' becomes meaningless.
Oh, I suppose I could stop living my 'gay lifestyle'. I could quit the LGBTQ organizations I've joined. I could stop blogging on Queerlandia.com. I could quit watching gay-themed movies and television shows. The changes I'd have to make to my 'lifestyle' would not be much more than that, however. I already don't drink or dance, so gay clubs are pretty much off my radar. It's been several years since I made any of the Pride parades. I suppose I'd have to stop attending the Tuesday Evening Dining Group, but maybe not, as they're a very welcoming lot. Several straight folks attend the dinners, so the 'gay thing' might not interrupt the fun. Since I didn't seem to get the fashion or decorating genes, my home and my cloths won't change. I suppose I'd have to tell the boyfriend goodbye.
What is really meant is sexual orientation. Even if I did all of the above (and I'm not about to), that wouldn't make me straight. I'd still be gay. Is that what it would take to make some folks happy? As long as gays don't act gay, it's cool? If we live a 'straight lifestyle', things are just fine? Because that's all that's happening with the 'ex-gay' folks. They haven't changed their orientation, just their public behavior.
For someone to believe that others can change something so basic to their personality, just by wishing it so, is difficult for me to understand. Of course, some who believe in the whole “pray away the gay” idea think it’s God who’s doing the changing, and there’s not much ground to stand on when trying to have a rational discussion with those people. All we can do is offer the stories of those who were their “stars”, and who have now repudiated their former attempts to change, and remind everyone that nowhere in science have we seen a successful demonstration of sexual orientation being something that a person can change. The professional associations all agree, the attempt is useless, and can do great harm.
Christian Schizzel, for seven years associated with Janet Boynes Ministries and the Bachmann & Associates (yes, THAT Bachmann) Counseling Centers (they’ve changed their name to ‘Counseling Care‘, apparently they felt the need to distance themselves from their history), has joined other “ex-gay” promoters, and has reclaimed his gay identity.
John Paulk, of the defunct “Love Won Out“, has renounced the reparative therapy he once promoted, is divorced from his wife, and has issued a formal apology for the harm he did while part of Love Won Out.
Jeremy Marks ran a ministry in England for many years, trying to help gay Christians become straight. It didn’t work for him, nor for those who came to the Courage UK facility. It eventually closed, and Marks has come to the realization that orientation cannot be changed.
John Smid, formerly of Love In Action (now known as Restoration Path), and Exodus International, (also defunct) is now living in Texas with his same-gender partner.
I could go on, but you get the idea. Reparative therapy doesn’t work, you can’t change your sexual orientation, and nobody should make you think you can or should.
Pray away the gay? Believers need to ponder that it doesn’t seem to work. What does that say about their faith, their doctrine, or their God? Something is wrong, and if you believe in that all-powerful, all-loving God, then you might assume that being gay is not a problem with Him, since He has never been seen to actually step in and change anyone. No matter how hard they prayed, or tried.
Posting links and articles about the increasing numbers of “ex-gays” who have come to realize they never changed, and that the “ministries” they attended or ran actually harmed rather than helped, can hardly be called “knocking” someone. It helps shine a light on a practice that most of us have known for a long time is harmful and useless.
Oh, and the 'identical twins' in the ad? They don't exist. Thats two pictures of the same man. He's not a twin, and he's gay. He chimed in from his home in South Africa recently, to denounce the use of his image in such a misleading fashion. PFOX apparently hasn't heard about the whole "Thou Shalt Not Lie" thing.